ok... lets begin...

i just want to say that had restrained myself from spazzing out at ppl, some more than others, at the recent events.

you know what though? its NONE of your business. Only those truely involved can say its their business. And No One has the right to judge other people based on a few actions. and whoever does that is stupid.

i'm serious. because that makes you a very judgemental person, and no one likes someone who judges them. think of it this way, would YOU liked being judged?

so, seriously people, just drop it, cuz it doesn't concern you. It doesn't concern me either, but still, leave it alone. Not a lot of people know the whole story, so no one can say anything about it. so, talk about something else. we're not in high school anymore, and this isn't a teen drama.

and i don't say those things to hurt other people's feelings, but when gossip is spread, it feels like high school. let people deal with their own problems. they don't need outsiders giving them their opinions.

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I just had to get that out. Sorry, i just thought things had gotten out of control. And i really don't like it when people say shit about my close friends and judge them.

but, last night i had a session with Joy with karen and kieran. it was so good, i can't even describe it. i learned so much. it was beautiful.

(i apologize drew... i thought she was charging people, but apparently not).

still... it was a good session.

afterwards, me and karen went to dinner and had girl talk. i think we needed the time together.

i love chris (not goodman, tho i love him too). i love parker's chris. he's so cool. its now my mission for him to be my friend.

that was my mission before, but then i got scared that he hated me because people had told him horror stories. but... i think he's ok with me. now i must be his friend. *so mote it be*